(((((((((((((((((((((((((( colleen ))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

Please don't hurt yourself. You don't deserve to be hurt.

We do the best we can. You did the best you could with your aunt. I know it must feel sad that she will miss out on watching you grow and heal....I have that feeling about my dad who died 4 years ago....but grow and heal, you will, and the many people who are still in your life, who love you, will be there for that process.

Be gentle with you. It's easy to second-guess ourselves when someone dies. Remember you are a good person, you are working hard, and you deserve care and not pain.

Sending many