I went to see my sweet T k well they r both sweet. I was so angry and so out of control I just couldnt contain it. I kicked pillows and threw pillows. I felt better after talking about it. I am still mad and over whlemed. I went to a dr and got something calledclonazepam. I got 12. I took on and I am feeling better but I cant walk very well I fall over and walk sideways. Not sure whats that about. I love my T's. I do really. Im going to bed to read cus I am not doing well with coordination.
I am mad at my mom and her lack of ability to rememeber me. I am suffering so badly now trying to get better and its painful and she has no clue its not fair. Then she is rescuing abused birds?????? he couldnt even protect her kids she couldnt and cant ven find them and love them and say sorry to them she is to ill how can she do this. Plus she used to be so mean to animals. I need something. Its not fair and i am angry and mad and my body is triggered to much. One day I was locked in my room and I got my leg stuck behind a head board and couldnt gt it out and I held my body up as long as I could and then i fell and broke my leg. My mom didnt care if I was screaming. She left me there a long long time. She used to beat us. She used to watch others hurt us. Its her fault we were kidnapped. I hate her somuch and I want her to know that,

by guys im tired im going to bed