((((((((Yo, sj0401))))))))))))))))))))

I can understand your anger; I went through years of change that I had no control over....it was all supposed to be "the best thing for me"

Unfortunetely, change is inevitable..and that sucks big time!

BUT---I KNOW from MUCH experience that if you keep it inside; you will either drive yourself absolutely mad OR---it will build & build & fester like an infected boil until either YOU BLOW!!!BIG TIME! outward & the "control factors" will tighten around your neck so you cannot breathe (you KNOW you don't want that! That will be a living nightmare...trust me!

Work it out: Talk to people (personal friends) OR us (the forums, because you KNOW WE CARE! OR write like a mad woman
Just sit down & let er rip....it doesn't have to make sense.....brainstorm writing....whatever you've feeling...write it down...write w/ different color pens (I'm an artist, I have a massive collection of pens/markers) Just even scribbling like mad helps.........

But please dear........DON't hold it inside.....you will regret it...trust me

Hang tight, dear..........you'll get through this. Just don't be afraid to cut loose in a non-destructive way.

(((((((((((((Veteran DAYZEE ))))))))))))))))))))))))))))