this was last night my ex husband he come to the house he has the kids staying with him.l let him in he say he will put kids in care if l not have him bac,l say not want him bac and he say kids go then l say ok tomorrow tehn.straight away he strted agen and he want sex agen l say no he hit and do anyway why it always this way why they hutrs us so much l hate him l hate them and l hates me. bad stuf kep cuimg at us al time and lshud not let him in but wud not go and now flashbacks bda and l cud not stpo so in bda plac and police they not cum sya he gon so cum wen can
it alway lik this and l just bad bad not gud enugh for even police to cum now l cut and l srcub but l not get clean fel dirty and shamdeit bda plac to be now on own and not care no mor they can leav me now lnot gud alwats badjuts way it alwasy be no one to hepls us on own