My T still hasn't replied to me but I keep trying to tell myself she's just busy with her family she will get back to you eventually she doesn't hate you. But the evil part of my brain is saying she hates you she doesn't care that you are down is playing in my brain too. I hate having so many different diagnoses.

I am trying to just stay focused on the here and now and what I can do for me in the exact moment that it is happening. It is hard though sometimes.

Tyger I think can pick up that something is wrong because he has been extra clingy the last couple of days.

Jbug