Okey Dokey, Ryan.....we're gonna start simple cause that's how I always have to do it. Google "ferret rescue" and find a place near you for the ferrets. I've rescued a lot of greyhounds and rescue people have really big hearts...they will probably even pick them up....don't worry how far they are from them........call.....okay??
Now for you....I'm so sorry for your breakup and the subsequent things that have befallen you.....I would fix it if I could..but I can't. However, my shoulder is broad and my heart and brain work, so I'm here for you. When are you moving back to Texas? Soon???? I do not think that you've "ruined" everything. It's easy to feel that way when we're depressed. But usually just oh, so wrong!! Have you ever been to a co-dependents anonymous meeting? I found them quite helpful when I needed to pull myself up by the bootstraps. The approach isn't quite as hardcore as the addiction meetings are.. Please let me know what you're doing and how you feel. xoxoxo Pat