last year i was needy and pushy and demanded attention.

she never got to see me now. being healthy, trying to be better.

she never gave me the chance to show her i could be a better person.

she made me feel so loved and wanted at first. then i got outted for whatever,

now my guilt is taking over.

i wonder if i am worth no hurt......doubtful.....i try so hard. i really do. and i just cant shake this feeling of worthlessness tonite.