Mini, I am so sorry that you are suffering . You have probably held this anger in for so long. It actually is good that you are letting it out. This will pass Mini, it will. It is just something that you have to go through to get better. I am so sorry that you didn't get the mother that you deserved. You deserved a Queen Mother...... Okay, the tears just came after imagining you in your room in that position and then breaking your leg.......