You weren't lied to by those people, Pepto. You are, however, being lied to by Depression. It really twists our perception of things.

Depression can come and go throughout our life. There is no "cure" for it. I hope you can find some motivation to pray and find that safe place again. Try not to think about no one being there for you right now. If you can, focus on helping others. It's the best way to get out of yourself. Before you know it, you'll start feeling better.