He's sending me txt messages saying he loves me but can't deal with my being sick because its too much work for him. WTH am I supposed to do?! I'm having a bad few weeks, especially today, and he expects me to just suck it up and be "the best I can be"- Ii don't live up to his version of what he wants in a partner, he says. I said "So you're breaking up with me then?" and he says "no, silly!" Ummm.... I'm so confused! I took my first respirdol just now. Lights were looking like aliens and I expected them to talk to me but they didn't. Darn. I sat alone in a parking lot for an hour maybe sobbing wishing someone would pick me up and take me to psych ER... but then I drove back home.