im sorry

but may god let his vile soul rot in hell...
amen

and same with my abuser...
may he engulg in the flames of the fiery pit of hell...

I cannot forgive..
I do not forget..

and i suffer because of that...

im sorry to those i offend...

for the first time in my life

I FEEL ANGRY...
FULL OF RAGE...
and its exhilirating...

and scary...

for I know what one can do with such anger...
and i pray to god i will not become such a person..

that my soul will stay pure...
and white as ivory...