You have not crapped on everyones day Ry. We are here for you. Always. Always. Always.

I do not this getting rid of your precious ferrets is a wise idea. I agree with AG, they bing you joy and a decision like this can not be made at this time. I am so sorry about the X situation. I can not even begin to understand your feelings on that. What I can tell you is that your not alone. You have us. I think it is important to post when your happy, sad, mad, frustrated or whatever. It gets it out. So your not having to deal with it all on your own.
I know I have told you before but here it goes again. Your a wonderful person. So much to offer. Your kind and loving and so ready to help whenever its needed. Your special and unique and your spirit shines so bright. Dear friend, you are stronger then you think. Beleive that. I am always here for you Ry. Day or night. Hang in there. Post as often as needed to get it out.

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