i hate me too....
and i can feel all of what u have written...

my t says i need to focus on the things HE hasn't robbed me of...

so try and make a list and it might help...even just a little tiny bit..

it was so nice to see my list...

becuase they can't take EVERYTHING

they can't take our heart...our soul...our will...our dreams...our desires...

look after yourself....
and lets hope one day that our despair will end...and that we may eventually LOVE ourselves...

HOPE......
HE hasn't robbed you of it...he might just have buried it...