please please please tell me what is wrong with me? I seem to be pushing people out of my life one by one. My aunt, and my mom got into an argument, my aunt is bipolar. She told my mom i dont want anything to do with you. then last night. (mind you my first aunt died 2 days ago) she calls my mom and says tell colleen i dont need you or her in my life.

So there you have it, either they die or leave....im sorry what part of that should i be happy about?

My self confidence is in the toilet, i feel like between my marriage, my family or so called family and friends, i am just the biggest ogre around.

I need the truth from you guys. you guys understand me

Colleen