Hello everyone,

I haven't been to Psych Central in a while, but it's been a crazy while.. My main concern is that I talk to myself A LOT. And I answer myself. In private as well as in public. Even at work, though I try to squelch it. I usually am very mean to myself, telling myself to shut the H*LL up, but that's another story. I don't hear voices, but I was looking at some websites and have some other traits like being VERY Paranoid of every little thing, and being very disorganized with thoughts and in general everyday life (though I love to organize OTHER people's things... I have OCD as well.. lucky me).

The thing is, I was looking around, and I'm already taking some of the meds they suggest for schizophrenia, like seroquel and abilify if I am correct. I also take about 9 other prescription meds. I can't remember all of them right now, but if you want a list, let me know and I'll get off my lazy butt and get it

So this whole talking to myself thing has me rattled. I just wish I would stop. It's not normal and I don't want to pass it on to my nieces (I can't have any children due to illness). My nieces and nephew are my life! I don't want to hurt them in any way.

also, I'm going to take the sanity test again today and see if I fare any better. don't remember what I got last time though!

MrsLovett