Well, a band 6 job would change my whole life (and my family), it is the stuff of dreams, and to do the job that I truly love and enjoy and what I have worked so hard toward. I didn't do things the conventional way and have had to battle my way from the depths of hell.

ok, ok, I haven't got the job yet, but didn't even know I was qualified enough to do. Now I know, and I need to keep moving forward. Deep breaths...