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Originally Posted by SeptemberMorn
You weren't lied to by those people, Pepto. You are, however, being lied to by Depression. It really twists our perception of things.
Depression can come and go throughout our life. There is no "cure" for it. I hope you can find some motivation to pray and find that safe place again. Try not to think about no one being there for you right now. If you can, focus on helping others. It's the best way to get out of yourself. Before you know it, you'll start feeling better.
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My hub says I'm in a really ugly place if I'm reacting like this. I've really only got motivation to pray, I have to keep stopping myself because its so ingrained. Oh well, I guess it will work its self out someday. I'll just have to wait it out and find someplace safe to go.
thank you for your kind words. I'd always hoped that if I worked hard enough it wouldnt come back. Maybe not a cure but at least not as bad. At least I'm not seeing things as much as I did. Maybe if I leave things be then they will leave me be.