Hi skeeweeaka (or should I call you TJ - not sure of the protocal??)
Thank you for your reply.......it's so nice having someone to talk to. Today seems to be slightly better than yesterday .....although I still don't feel good - I do wonder at times why the hell we are all going through this....What is the purpose? And more importantly what is the point? Sometimes I wish I was ignorant of this and just carry on like I used to.