I was going to post this yesterday but I had so much going on in my life. This is a song that I tend to live by. It tells my inner struggles with my ED and it shows that others are out there and that there is hope even though at times I don't see it. It has given me hope to be able to continue fighting this. It has also helped me to be able to give this song to friends and the people around me to help them be able to understand what is going through my mind. This song is titled "Courage" and it is written by "Superchick"

I hope it helps someone else out there. I have been up and down lately and have been spending a lot of time really listening to this song. I have another one that I will post at a later date.

~Doll~ (lyrics below)

"I told another lie today
And I got through this day
No one saw through my games
I know the right words to say
Like "I don't feel well"
"I ate before I came"

Then someone tells me how good I look
and for a moment
For a moment I am happy
But when I'm alone
No one hears me cry

I need you to know
I'm not through the night
Some days I'm still fighting to walk towards the light
I need you to know
That we'll be okay
Together we can make it through another day

I don't know the first time I felt unbeautiful
The day I chose not to eat
What I do know is how I changed my life forever
I know I should know better
There are days when I'm okay
And for a moment
For a moment I find hope
But there are days when I'm not okay
And I need your help
So I'm letting go

I need you to know
I'm not through the night
Some days I'm still fighting to walk towards the light
I need you to know
That we'll be okay
Together we can make it through another day

You should know you're not on your own
These secrets are walls that keep us alone
I don't know when but I know now
Together we'll make it through somehow
Together we'll make it through somehow

I need you to know
I'm not through the night
Some days I'm still fighting to walk towards the light
I need you to know
That we'll be okay
Together we can make it through another day"