i am in pain everyday. i am housebound. only with the help of my mother i can get out. it gets extremely lonely. i get very depressed. my pain gets so bad at points i do want to scream. needless to say i don't. i am new here. i want to meet others who have similar siuations. talk to other people and get some advice, and maybe some support. there are days when i can not do anything, even though i want to. i am very lonely.