After a 3rd suicide attempt and 10 day stint in a mental hospital I was diagnosis as Bipolar II. Then at my last psychtrist she changed me to bipolar I.
After really looking at my internal self it seems I have major mood swings and fly off the handle easly. Anger is my best friend LOL. It seems my husband triggers it. I can keep it under wraps for the most part it only comes out around my closet family members (spouse, childern).
I do get hyper in front of everyone and have times of eccisive talking.
I use to be really bad with sexual actions and parting but since being married that has stopped.
I can stay up and get very little sleep but I don't want to!!! I am so tired the next day and will fall asleep at my desk!!! It is awful and the meds make it worse!!
It seems like I cycle monthly. almost like a menstrual cycle. Tired and slightly depressed and sleepy one week, hyper, and over sexed the next and then back to normal. Is this somewhat bipolar or just some crazed PMS trip????
this crazness started in my 20's and has gotten worse in my late 20's and bottomed out after the birth of my last son (who is now 20 months old).
Any help or ideas??
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