that is so sweet of your husband. i know that when i am feeling fine i just decide, " i don't need them", and you know what a lie that is. after my inpatient stay in feb i only tried to drop my meds one time. and that was a huge mistake and i recovered quickly, realizing that i really cannot be without them right now. maybe you can tell your husband to keep leaving reminder notes you, or maybe you an write some up yourself and putting them somewhere you won't miss it. hope everything works out for you. downward spirals are really difficult.

-agony