Things for the past 3 months have been horrible I got a new job it doesnt keep me busy I can do WHATEVER i want, and with that power my T who's office is a couple blocks down I go down and see her on my "off day sessions" she just comes out of her office and says "hey whatcha doin" with a nice tone and if she doesn't have anyone she sits down with me in the waiting room or invites me into her office and we talk.......well i saw her wednesday for session and monday , tuesday, before that and then again today....when i went to see her today she asked "did therapy not help yesterday?" normally i can resist not coming to her office the day after therapy......then I skipped class ( i work at my college ) I went to go tell her so she could kick me in the butt ( not really but pep talk me ) and as I got out of the car I saw her coming out of her office door with a friend.....she opened her car door and me not knowing what to do I just stood their....she looked up and saw me and said "hey whatcha doin"? I said oh nothing its fine, have a good weekend".........and got in my car as did she...I then began sobbing saying to myself "she's gonna give up on me...over and over....I even considered suicide.....anyway.....even tho she has given no indication she would give up on me I feel she may.....

help......