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Old Oct 16, 2008, 10:41 PM
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TRIGGERED BAD!!!!!!!!!HELP!!!!!!!!!!!




no there is no one he but me and my head. going round and round over it all agen. stupid stpid flashabcks driving me insane need to switch them off but cant make them stop.only way to stop it now is to carry on cut and cut and cut til it stop even for just a while. shame over takes agen and this time it like l want to destroy. feel like want to cut self to pieces just to make it all stop. no one here cant do today just not strong enough or good enough and what it matter any way????????it doesnt!!!!!!!!!!!! that urge is so bad right now its like its taking over me and can think or nothing else, want to shout and scream butno one here to hear me so instead l scream in my head and in my heart cantdo this no more ned it all to stop!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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