ss, have you considered anger management to learn coping skills when this happens? or do you not act out and just feel it?

regardless, it sounds miserable and scary. have you told p'doc about this? my brother did just what you're saying but the remeron and risperdal has helped him greatly. he still get pissed off, of course, but has helped alot of the explosiveness and destruction.

i'm the opposite. t wants me to let anger out. i said he doesn't know what he's talking about. he has no clue i understand the fear and concern of feeling such a thing. i don't even feel it because it's put away, but it scares me nonetheless.

gl sweetie, and keep us informed?

kd