I'm very sorry you are feeling this way. No one wants to feel rejected, and I'm sorry you feel you were put in that position. You are not worthless, and you are not a loser. Like someone said above, you are a human being with feelings.... feelings that count and that matter. I'm glad you are here. I don't make friends easily, but when I do it feels so good to know I have someone I can relate to on some level. And I can relate to your post, because I have felt that way before, too. It's not a good feeling. I'm sorry you had to feel it. I just hope you realize that you are important, you have a life worth living and living well, and you matter.