You're right, Vet... "meds and talk therapy can't fix these things" There's nothing you can do to change the past, but... meds can get you out of the funk you're in. Once the depression is disspelled, you'll think more clearly. Talk therapy will help you find out what made you make those mistakes in the first place and once you understand, you won't be prone to making them again.

Methinks you are enjoying steeping in your misery right now. That's okay. Just don't let it last too long.

<font color=blue>This above all: To thine own self be true. --Shakespeare</font color=blue>