I've told my shrink about my anger. I told him I want to keep control. I used to be really good at holding in my anger, but I cant seem to do it anymore. I wouldn't know I was angry until afterI've yelled.

Shrink seems to think that I'm angry at someone or something and am taking it out in the wrong places/people. He also believes it's my BPD 'talking'. That's why the risperdal.