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(((Kiya)))
not all the thoughts that come to us are good and true. thoughts of ending your life are not coming from a good source. i speak from experience.
also suicide is a permant solution to temporary problems. it does untold damage to anyone who cares about us. it leaves them with questions that never can be answered and it gives them a final gift of guilt. did i miss something....? could i, should i have done more...? what did i do wrong...? why, why why....??
the thought voices in our minds can speak good or evil, hope or despair. do not accept just any voice inside of your mind check it and be sure it is not from a negative, hurtful place. where there is life there is hope, when you die its finished and can never be mended. i've decided i want to die well, having finished off my life the best way i can. if i only went on pain i'd endured in my 55 years i could say , its enough let me go. BUT, i am going to get to use the experience gained through those years of pain to help someone else and then i will not have suffered for no good reason but the abusers whim. not me!
leslie
i do care, Kiya!!!
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