its weird though.. its like... i dont exactly fancy him, im not in love with him, but (and this probably sounds cliched) i think i like the IDEA of being with him, in secret. i think he is good looking... but i dont know. now im kinda thinking about WHY i want this... recently i was sexually harassed by my best friends brother, and since havent had a proper relationship with a guy.. i decided to not tell anyone, but dont go to her house anymore, so i dont see him. i dont trust most men anymore, even family, apart from this guy.
by the way, im 15.