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Originally Posted by luckyyouxx
i need to get a grip but i just can't.
this stupid eating disorder has taken me down by the knees and i've fallen flat on my face.
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(((((((((lucky))))))))))
I SO relate to everything you wrote, esp. the bit above.
I got overwhelmed last night too b/c my H and I went out to dinner.
I felt pressure to eat what he ordered for me, and I was so so hungry because of not eating all day.
And then afterward I felt huge, as if I had gained 20 lbs.
I wanted to cry.
Lucky, you said you "just need help" -
are you seeing a counselor or anyone?