In looking back at what became of my life before I recovered, I have so much hostility against me, I have decided to write a book about how society treated me.... then how I forgave society, came to that place of forgiveness I have also decided to concentrate on pyschiatric nursing, to work with mental illness from, the other side I then will write a second book, more geared toward the reader's interest, about my patients I treat, how I treat them, using confidentiality of course changing names, with flashbacks to how it used to be, for meI am going to do a lot of good for the mentally ill, and of course, coming to PC each day as a resource and breath of fresh air, that will be in my book