I cant do much too quickly because I'm living paycheck to paycheck in a rented house. So I might have time and energy at night I guess. I dont really want to have to ask for help based on a mental dx- and I'm very awkward in person anyway- and self-conscious also due to social ineptness of being on the autism continuum. This also runs in my family I found out when I found my father. It's said to pass on from the fathers side to mostly males in the family. Its not the 1970s anymore but I think I can still pull off "passing" as an eccentric because there are no more hippies. Just trying to cheer myself up with self-effacing humor.
Thanks to all of you who came up with ideas. This being April Fools I know there were other things to attend to.