Woha!!! I just posted something similar to this. I have the same problem. Sex really revolts me. I have considered that maybe I was lesbian, but the truth is sex with anyone revolts me. It would have been so easy if I was. Sometimes I get really angry about sex! Like to the point where I've alienated people because of it. I currently have a boyfriend and I just feel too dirty to deal with being in a relationship, but I'm learning to chill out.

I know I was sexually abused when I was 12 but, I don't know about anything earlier. I suspect there was something earlier though just because I was like this before it happened, which made me become VERY VEEEEEEEEERY upset and my molestor and I scared him out of my life. BWAHAHAHA asshole.