I also crave it really bad sometimes. Rum and dietCoke or Bud Light. I feel like I could very easily become an alcoholic--three of my mom's 5 siblings are alcoholics, 3 of my dad's 5 siblings plus his dad were alcoholics, so I know if it is genetic at all it wouldn't take much. When I was in my 20's I drank quite a bit on the weekends--never had a hangover, but still drank almost every weekend. It's been quite a while since I've had a drink, but when I get stressed or really depressed I do crave a drink...it goes away rather quickly but it still bothers me that it flashes across my mind, "I'd like a drink". Thankfully it goes no further than that other than to scare me. If you are concerned about it, talk to somebody IRL about it. Stay away from the situation where you can have access to alcohol. Stay strong and know that it isn't worth it!