(((((((Jacq))))))))))))))

If you bottle, it can lead to emotions and stuff having to be expressed differently... whether that is a big blow-up (anger) or SI. I'd say it's a safe bet, that you need to find a way to deal with the emotions tied to your aunt getting sick and all that.

Tell T. It's not bad. The worst she'll try to do is make you agree to a self-harm contract, which truly isn't the end of the world.

JACQ - Snap out of it. I love you, and I care. If you can see it happening - you need to do something about it NOW rather than deal with the consequences later. Rationally, you know that.

Love you lots.