kebs its sad that those memories are hiding from you, i dont know how i would cope, what about keeping a journel of simple things that happens each day, like son called write his name what you talked about
even the things like being on pc winning the thread war, as you start to write things down maybe little bits will come bk, you could even add a pioc of each person as you go through this journey
(((((((((((kebs))))))))))))))))
we are here for you and listen to you
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