Thanks,
I don't know what I am going to do yet. I did do a list of pros and cons of living. So far the cons outweigh the pros. I haven't made a true decision yet. I just don't have anyone to talk to. I mean I have friends, but I know they will call the police and then it's all over from then on. I will be committed and have no control over anything. I just don't know what to do. I don't want to alarm anyone.
I go back to work tomorrow, but don't think that has anything to do with the way I am feeling.
Well, guess I have to go now.
Take care and thanks everyone for listeneing.