More work than can be completed, more bills than can be paid, more chores than I'm physically able to do on my own, fewer social supports than what I need...

I'm calm right now. I bought donuts. I never eat donuts. These are my first donuts in over a year. I just ate 3 donuts. They were delicious and I am in a donut-zen. When the donuts wear off... I'm going to have to face the fact that this week, as expected, is impossible.

I'm going to have to push off, delegate, let go, etc so many activities. I'm so scared. I'm overwhelmed. I'm in too deep.

Unlike other times in my life, this time, I'm going to try.

Wish me luck.