I've been accused of sending a hate e-mail to a mutual friend of my bf&I's. The e-mails are deleted&she couldn't even tell me what they said except that she was trying to break me&my bf up. She also said that I sent a chain e-mail about friendship following the one w/accusations. My bf&I have been having many problems because of my PTSD. He yells a lot at times&that's one of my triggers. I don't think I ever sent these e-mails. There's no way to prove whether I did or didn't or even the content. The e-mails were supposedly sent in August&I talked to her on the phone once in September because I forgot her b-day&she wanted to know why I hadn't sent her a card. The conversation wasn't inflammatory&I thought it was just another of our typical conversations-nothing wrong about it. I have no ill feelings for this person&have never said or written any of the things I'm accused of saying. I've asked my Dr&my chaplain about this...is it possible for me to have lost time&done it during some lost time? Both said "No". My bf says that he believes me&her-he can't be doing that because we're saying opposite things. I think my bf told her I was crazy&did it to calm the waters. He's now telling me that things are almost OK¬ to worry about it. I don't trust either of them now. Has anyone heard of this happening w/PTSD people? My bf says he loves me&believes me, but I have my reservations. I'm really paranoid right now-I feel like I'm walking on eggshells all of the time because there's always something I say or do that gets my bf yelling at me. He always says that I yelled at him 1st, but I don't think I did. I was trained as a kid to never yell. It's not always that my bf&I have problems, there are lots of good times, but lately I'm always on edge waiting for the bomb to drop&this accusation hasn't helped anything. Can someone PLEASE HELP!