(((Christina)))
I think I will say that I need to "learn to deal with negative emotions." Thats a really good approach. I think its time for me to take a backseat in my therapy... ever since September its pretty much been me decided what "road" I want to take for my own healing... but clearly I shouldn't be making those decisions (not right now anyways) so hopefully by my letting go, I'll be able to move FORWARD instead of just pretending to