Thanks for all your responses, everyone who replied....

I have a friend now who I am close with and she and I had dinner and a
movie last night. But she has had bad relationships 2 to be exact and the
same with me (2 also).

She seems very comfortable around me because she surprised me last week.....(read my post about how my platonic girlfriend undressed in front
of me) easier to read then for me to go into it all over again..

And her and I are just Platonic but she did kiss me good night but I'm not
pushing it, Im afraid what we have now if we were to get serious may
get ruined.

Her 2 Boys really like me alot and I attend their football games because
their dad is a crack-addict. And thats his only purpose in life right now.

Who knows maybe in time we maybe intimate or more involved..?

My last relationship of 10 years (when it ended) really pushed me over the
edge and I just don't want to feel that type of pain again...!!!

Its taken me 5 years just to get over the last one...!!!