(((((((((((((earthmama))))))))))))))))

I called a hotline once, and I too was afraid they would trace my location and someone would show up at my door.....
No one did.
This may sound strange, but maybe that is something you could ask the person as soon as you get on the phone with them?
Don't let your fear stop you from reaching out if you need help.
Your safety is most important.
And if they were tracing your location, I'm sure they wouldn't send police to your house unless you told them you were currently doing something to attempt to hurt yourself - if they did it would be pretty intrusive.
hang in there.................