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Oct 20, 2008, 08:21 AM
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Member Since: Jul 2008
Location: east of the sun, west of the moon
Posts: 2,259
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need to say things, didn't sleep last night, read upsetting email from a friend going through something hard, my husband got up way early and sat 4 feet and 1 continent away from me. my daughter called for support on her way in to a new, challenging job and it's 8 o'clock in the morning and i feel as if i've lived the whole day already. various posts here of other people in pain and struggle and deep inside i want to cry for them, for me, for i don't know what....
i guess what is really bothering me this morning is that people on line know me better than my own husband and appear to care more. people literal continents away closer than the man i share my bed with (when i can sleep). 28 years, more than half my lifetime spent with this one man and he doesn't believe that i am d.i.d. that still blows my mind. does he think i've been to counseling for over 15 years as a hobby? "gee, i don't really like to knit, i think i'll spend the next few decades in counseling instead." 
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