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dianne,
feelings just are what they are. whether or not you were abused more than you remember your feelings are valid. one time or many times you were sexually abused and it scared you, hurt you, shamed you and made you very very angry. he was wrong to do what he did to you.
do you have a therapist or someone trustworthy to talk things over with? it is hard to deal with stuff like this without someone to help.
if there is more to your story, in time you will remember it. don't push yourself to remember more and in your own time and way you will know. what did happen was totally wrong and sick. he did something very wrong to you and i'm sorry that it happened.
i've been there too. you deserved to be safe and protected and it was wrong that you were not kept safe as a child.
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