i can totally relate. i have djd in the neck with headaches. fibro, tachycardia(but mostly controlled on meds), depression, no thyroid, and borderline personality disorder. all the drs think is i want more meds. id rather not. but i cant function at all without them. the only chance of a functional day is with meds. my kids and husband dont understand why i cant do things. god forbid the kids actually help.