I can't tell other people about this, because it is really wrong and embarrassing...

1. I have been suicidal
2. I have threatened people
3. I walk round in circles when I am talking to my friends at school
4. I am really depressed sometimes
5. I feel happy and sad at the same time
6. I want a good friend who I can share secrets with
7. I want to be alone sometimes
8. My confidence is good sometimes and bad other times
9. I am sure others can read my thoughts
10. When I imagine something it sometimes comes (example. I was saying in my head if it was cool if Leon came**which is a trophy in SSBB and there are over 1000 trophies to collect each coming randomly* and Leon appeared JUST AFTER I had said it)
11. I can't be bothered to do some things
12. I have lost interest in things
13. I have known that my uncle is goes weird sometimes and my auntie's husband self harms.
14. I have had a
traumatic life (my dad tried to kill my mum in front of me by beating her up)
15. I have been intrested in sex at times
16. I am 13 years of age.
17. I get VERY annoyed at small things
18. I don't like it when people interrupt me.

Please help with your opinions. I don't want to talk to ANY one else.