I don't know what to think except that apparently it has happened to several of you or someone you know. My Dr&chaplain assured me that it's not happening. It may sound strange, but my chaplain is an intuit&he "read" me& couldn't feel any ill will in me even when I was thinking about the situation. He said she was BSing. I really don't know. I looked in my sent mail file&nothing was there or in the trash. So I guess I'll just ride it out&know that I didn't do anything intentionally, if at all. I really don't care if my bf believes me-I know the truth&God knows the truth&that's about it. PS Thanks for all of the replies. PC is so great!