Hey everyone,

Someone was telling me about Bipolar stuff the other day for no reason and It got me curious because I have been depressed for like half a year or so (scored 70 on the depression test on here which is Severe Depression) but it's come in parts, starting from 2 years ago. I am 16 now and it was bad at first. then it went away, then came back, then went away and came back again and now it has lasted half a year or so on average. Because I seem happy and I laugh and days like today I am in an okay mood, but like the other day i was so depressed and wanted to end everything. But I don't like overdramatizing things and so I am no sure If I have Bipolar or not. And don't want to say I do if I don't. I have talked with people before on a different online place and the all got angry and mad at me because I couldn't tell them why I was depressed. And the things I did tell them were stuff that they thought nothing of. I also think I have very high or very active emotions. And even when I feel okay and not really depressed, I still think the same stuff as I do when I am depressed, but just I don't feel depressed at that moment. I got a 41 on the Bipolar test on this site by the way too which is moderate to sever symptoms. I would like to know if i have Bipolar based on people who have it just so I can see If what I am saying is really what I think it is. I don't like saying I have something if i don't. It annoys me when people try to think of everything that is wrong with them and tries to find stuff even if it is like 1% of something like OCD, then they are over dramatic with it and always act like its bothering them. I don't want to be like that lol.

Thanks for reading.