It's just this whole thing... the depression, the reasons why I'm depressed... my dad, my physical health, my being extremely lonely, losing my best friend and boyfriend suddenly, noone IRL wanting to know me (I don't mean docs) and all the things that keep continuously going wrong.
It's not happening to me! I don't want t to! I want my best friend back , I want my health, I want to live away from my dad, I want to have friends, I want to be me!!!!!!

There's no end